Just so you all know I am very excited to have another boy. Though I have to admit I totally thought it was a girl too. I don't want this baby boy to think I wasn't excited about having him, because I am VERY excited and happy.
But yesterday I was cleaning out my closet and for those that know me know that I make hair bows for little girls. So over a period of time I have kept some of my favorite hair bows, and had them hagging in my closet hopping to use them one day. Well I didn't see the point of having them in there any more. I needed the room to hang my necklaces. So I was packing them up. And as I was packing them I kept sniffing, because I still have a little bit of a cold. And Jared kept asking if I was ok and I said yeah. He asked me three times and on the third time for whatever reason I just started balling like a baby. I was all " I don't think I will ever get to use these bows." It was so out of now where that it blow me away. That I was balling over this silly thing. When I am so excited to have a boy. ( I know what to do with boys) I was being totally irrational. I have only been like that one other time. It was when I was pregnant with my 3rd and I was making a breakfast casserole so yummy. It has ham, Swiss cheese, eggs, cream and Parmesan cheese. (Lisa knows what I am talking about.) Anyway I have made this before for Jared. So I thought there would be no problem when I asked him to go to the store and buy me some Swiss cheese. But when he comes back he has the processed Kraft Swiss cheese singles. SO not what I wanted. I just started balling and saying it isn't going to taste right and it was so stupid. I later apologized to Jared because it was way nice of him to even go back to town after he just got home from work to even get the cheese. But sometime being pregnant makes you cry over the stupidest things.
2 comments:
Aww Tair...it's ok to be a little bit sad your baby is not a girl! Of course you are excited for this little boy. :-) You're a good mommy and you never know what life has in store for you so don't get rid of the bows, unless they make you sad then get rid of them and make new ones when your little girl comes along. Remember even if you don't personally have daughters maybe one of your boys will someday. Things always always have a way of working out so chin up chica!!!
Oh Tairah! I love your guts! I have to tell you I still have a beautiful long flowing blessing dress that I bought when Emma was a few years old thinking for sure I'd have another girl to wear it. It's at the DI now. You have such wonderful boys, and you're such a good little mom. I laughed my guts out though at Jared's fake cheese mistake. That breakfast casserole has to have real Swiss. That would have totally tipped my over the edge too:) Love ya, Lisa
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